Hi,
there were many people that had these T's before they were declared illegal, and most of them feel the way you do. Most would not kill a fly let alone a stunning Tarantula they have had in their care for years. It would be nice if someone from the authorities could tell us what is expected of people that still have them. Personally, I feel it would be very cruel not only to the Tarantula, but also to the owner who has done nothing but care for his/her pet, and is now expected to kill/dispose/euthanize it. Sad, but I guess if it's really a serious issue, then what can one do?
Just my 2 cents.
HS